your accounts are tragic but warming.
That in all your despair you folk have not lost your humanity.
I love you all.
But that is my passive response then there is this. Please dont betray yourselves when you have done your college or got a promotion or simply worked at some job or career and you have some small bounty behind you ... then consider this: when asked for your hard earned money,for when the nasty pro wt parents comer begging suggest they ask their elders or write to the wts for money as your situation (funds) is fully committed.
Expect the fireworks and emotional blackmail and probably with Armageddon thrown in as well but in denying you remain true to yourselves and you will walk tall.
Until last year I donated regular to Medicine san Frontiers for its own sake and by their own figures saved some 60 people from death by cholera. Consider a small regular donation to such a body and it is indeed a most worthy operation. and... and for us ex jw a veritable and solid challenge to any uber witness who says the t is the only way to help people.
sleep well dear friends you are at peace with yourselves.
and as always,
live longer prosper in wisdom and health