Dealing with family
If you saw a child run into the road in the path of a truck all right minded people would jump to save her. The outburst you have seen here from lots of people speaking from personal experience and knowledge is from that instinct.
G Skero, take it seriously. You are that child stumbling towards the candy store on the other side of the street. You are getting good advice from these members who care.
All if the above. I was born in third generation. I'm 57 and the mind control is the only way they get people to stay. Having learned the TTATT recently, I left within weeks. It is an insidious cult! I strongly recommend that you drop your "Bible Study" and meeting attendance immediately before they get you in their clutches! Please research this very carefully.