OK so I was stupid and looked at the text for today, I do not know why I did it. I lost a couple of brain cells and put myself into an even deeper depression over it. It was just that my husband had it out and I thought what can it hurt, wondering what they are up to. It was crazy moment of insanity that I have lived to regret today.
They are still drilling into everyone so not enjoy life, here is the part that got to me so much
("How we cherish our privilege of working with our God in these last days! Thus, we should be willing to postpone the pursuit of many of our personal interests, knowing that in his new world, Jehovah will allow us to enjoy “the real life”—everlasting life in happy, peaceful conditions.")
I have just been supper depressed after seeing that, seriously they are still doing it, telling everyone not to enjoy life. I listened and obeyed and they stole my life, I get it that I let them but they used this same line when I was a young person and they are still going at it. It just makes me so sick.
Note to self never, never, never read the text again.