I can relate to the comments so far as well, It was like looking at an automobile accident on the highway, I didn't want to see anything yet couldn't pull my eyes away. The inner need to excercise my mind and discard the facade of conformity imposed upon me eventually broke thru. It took a couple years after that to recognize just how much of my fear of the future and distrust of strangers was due to my conditioning. Actually the world is just what it should be expected to be. Most people make good choices when they have the facts but unfortunately those with the wrong information tend to be the most excitable and vocal.