Thanks for posting Oracle and letting us know something about you. We know from many posters here how all consuming the Watchtower delusion is but it steals lives. You are complicit in having your freewill stolen by this undeserving cult. By playing along, you are perpetuating their lies and misinformation which they spew out to reinforce their own little crooked kingdom of paradise hope which has a snowball's chance in hell of coming true.
Can you really live an honest life acting as a MS and not believing it?
You sound like a decent person, most JWs are decent aren't they? But what about your right, perhaps you could view it as your divine right to self determination? Will you throw it away for a worthless and wrong-headed cult?