So yesterday a family friend who was never age overs witness give me a phone call. He says that he is quite upset with me and wants to give me a chance to explain why I'm treating my father so portly. Mind you I have not seen my father or mother in about 3 years and they refused to talk to me except for the occaisional crazy letter that my mother will send.
Anyway my The family friend stated that he spoke to my mother and brother and they both told him that because I choose to leave the religion and in turn separate myself from the family it has caused my 80 something year old father a tremendous amount of stress and she is becoming sick and they're not sure how much longer he will be with us.
Shoot Felipe nothing they say really bothers me much anymore but the fact that I'm being accused of slowly killing my father because I've decided to make a decision that's better from my own family is actually quite frustrating to me.
Give you hours after having of the conversation with our family friend I get a call from my older brother who then begins to be raped me and tells me that I should accept responsibility for the fact that I am the cause of our ejean father's poor health and that leaving Jehovah causes problems not only for me but for those who love me.
This is the only time since I have decided to leave that c***** organization that I've actually wanted to put hands on somebody is much as I have at any other point in my life