So my husband and I had a long conversation last night about why I no longer believe. This is our 10th conversation about all the same things which we have been talking about for the last four months.
He says “You have let yourself be deceived”. I try my best to show him my sincerity in my motives. That I can’t ignore false reasonings, deception, and outright lies.
He is the type of person that will never admit he’s wrong. Thinks he’s the smartest man around. And admits he struggles with humility. We all have our faults ofcourse, I only mention them to try and figure out what will help him.
He has not gone to meetings, ever since I stopped going. And I finally asked him “if you still feel it’s the truth then why aren’t you going to meetings.” He says because we are one flesh and we would have to live two separate lives. He compared me to Eve. By the way I never once told him not to go to meetings. So I told him, you should go to meetings if that what your conscience tells you. I said my Christian conscience tells me I can’t follow a false prophet.
His actions and logic just make no sense. I’ve encouraged him to do his own research. I’m doubtful that he ever will. Why can’t he see the falsehood?