So after almost a year of complete inactivity and non attendance, I ran into a nice brother from the local congregation.
After some nice chit-chat, he says "we really miss you and your family...etc...you were always the kind and supportive one, the approachable and encouraging one in the congregation. I know that some people may have stumbled you, but you have gotta come back. Your absence has confused so many"
I thanked him and said "oh no, no individual has stumbled us. No, it's nothing like that. We still feel the same about everyone of our friends in the congregation. And we are just doing fine thanks. Happy, healthy and enjoying life."
When he pushed, I simply replied "well, after the things I have learned, I'm just sitting back and watching things unfold for the society. But I won't share things with you that may upset you"
He replied "oh, just don't overthink the truth!. Finding out things will only cause you to lose faith. Just come back"
Amazing how they chose to remain ignorant.....