Purelove, when I was young I was idealistic and I met Jehovah's Witnesses, At the time it seemed like an answer to the problems of both mine and the worlds. Because as a JW you are severely discouraged to investigate the origins of the religion and learn about their hopeless failures in predicting the end you will be led away from reality and get unwittingly sucked into a heartless cult.
OK JWs are decent people but that in itself does not make their belief system right.
I can honestly say that the worse experiences of my family life have been due to the unchristian and irrational beliefs of the JW organisation.
For your safety, sanity and well-being please be sceptical of a religion which promises a perfect life. . .there is no such thing. Happiness comes from our own thoughtful efforts not impossible cult beliefs.