I don’t know about any of you but does anyone else share my lack of impulse to worship anything?
I became a JW when still at school and had been puzzled at the time by the posters outside of evangelical churches telling me to repent and come to Jesus and be saved.
For me it was an irrelevance, I never felt like being saved...what from? I was happy as an exploring type of child, I never knew of anything wanting to be worshipped and I didn’t need to worship anything either.
Alas!...................... I got sucked into the JW cult which I then allowed to deprive me of a proper education. Armageddon after all was coming any minute now so why bother! I remember the schoolmaster saying to me in his strong Welsh accent, “Half banana you have got your horizons cluttered up with something,” and he was absolutely right!
Like a hapless insect, I had fallen into the slimy trap of a carnivorous plant called Jehovah’s Witnesses. We swam together in that cloying juice safe and isolated from reality. It had affected my world-view; I was trussed up and fit for nothing except being a Watchtower zombie, alive but trapped.
Nevertheless I did not fancy actually worshipping the rather gloomy and tetchy God Jehovah; I went along with it because I imagined JWs had "the truth."
Any others who never needed salvation or had the desire to worship?