Brummie... Wow. I appreciate your post. 20 years + for me, and I'm more convicted, more glad, more content, more connected than at the beginning. Jesus is alive and I am aware of his love everyday. I have to repeat your words, that if I didn't admit to this, I'd be lying to myself (and others). I appreciate that you are such a genuine person--even in sharing this. You're a cool kitty.
Christians are all unique, and still we share so much. (BTW, you can call yourself a Christian if you follow Christ if you acknowledge that he is Lord, and that he is your savior. You don't need to belong to a church or affiliate with a group, but it's nice to do. ...I'm sure you know this already )
Logan, I like your posts and I like your personality.
Someone recently quoted the dictionary that "truth" meant something verifiable. Evaluating spiritual experiences as the basis for determining a religious truth doesn't cut the mustard. God, as I believe he exists, realizes that we need something verifiable. Therefore, the truth for Christianity is not found in an individual or group's experiences (though that should surely factor in in some way). Nor in "moral behavior contests" among different sets of religious believers, though really, that also should reveal something as well. The foundation is in what can be verified. I have written it before, and remind folks again, that Christianity is not a religion that is founded on "being goodniks", but on the historical life, the historical death, and historical resurrection of Jesus. If Jesus was not historical, Christianity is false. If Jesus did not historically die on the cross and then rise bodily from the dead, then Christianity is false. Christmas and Easter are where it all hangs. (Days JWs won't celebrate... how odd...)
How does one verify whether these events happened in history? It's a looooooong process... but worthwhile.
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