I am hoping that by telling my story that I will be able to once and for all time release the stress built up inside of me from brutal attacks I have received from the my JW family.
In 1996 I moved to a town called Redding, Ca. I moved there because my mother lived there with her husband. My youngest half brother whom I loved well passed on from cancer at only 21. I felt that I needed to be closer to my mother so I closed my buisness which was a very profitable buisness and moved to Redding. I never told my mom why I really moved there because the last time I did that I was knocked down for it.
In January of 1997 I had an Anyuerism in the brain. Luckily I was saved through brain surgery and was left with only minor complications but felt the need to get closer to God as my life was almost lost in a second. So of course my mother being a JW and I knew some things about that faith but not nearly what I know now. She and her church people took advantage of me because of my illness and convinced me that there religion was the truth and that I need to be one of them so if another Anyuerism was to happen I would be saved. At that time I was living with my mom because of circumstances I lost my home. I had finally got to where I could live on my own again and I moved away from my moms home.
I had receieved a large Social Security back payment and with that money I purchased a computer and I got online. Previously to that I had asked God in Prayer to protect me from those who decieve and that if this religion was not the truth to please show me because I was only weeks away from being baptised. I said in my prayer that I would be better of dead than to be lied to from this religion. Well I got online and the first thing I did was a search of Jehovah`s Witnesses. Man what did I do ! I found out the real truth that they were indeed telling me lies and I was being deceived by them. So I quit going to the meetings completley and began to show my mom that this religion was false and I was showing her all these things that I was learning about them. Then I heard about 20/20 and I made sure they knew about the program, reminding them that it was to air and that they should watch it. I told my mom they will probably tell you not to watch it and my moms statement was "they are not going to tell me what I can watch or not watch, they are not my masters" And so I believe they seen the show. (that was good) I really didnt think they would.
Well it was all in that same time things were looking like maybe they were beginning to brain wash my younger brother into there realm of falseness and so I asked my brother in a chat one day "Are you studing to be a JW?" His reply to me was what does it matter if I am a JW a Seventh Day Adventist or a Devil worshipor and I answered back that they were all Cults and that he should really look close into them all so he would know for himself. The next thing I know my mom is screaming down my neck that I should not interfer with my brothers beliefs and that I should not interfer with her teaching him there religion. Well I am one person whom when he has somthing to say I say it weather it hurts you or not I will say it. So I began to tell her that her religion was a lie and that she was in a cult and that she had lied to me about there religion being the truth. I told her that the truth was in Jesus Christ and not the Watchtower association. Some time had passed and not much when I received a phone call from my sister that I was being investigated for molesting my niece when she was living with me for a short time. I soon found that my brother and my mother had all to do with it. I now live with the fact that I was investigated for child molesting on my record for the rest of my life. It was found to be not credible and the charges were dropped. Whew I thought that was the end of it . NO then I hear that I am being investigated that I was having an sexual affair with a 15 year old in Colorado, they decided that they were not going to stop messing with me. Well that one did not pan out to well as it was all lies to decieve the police into making my life miserable. Since that claim did not pan out for them they decided to go throughout the neighborhood and tell them that I was having cyber sex with minors on the internet. My brother had made up some text and printed it out making claims that I masterbated with a 14 year old girl who was really himself. I had a friend in the neighborhood who I thought was a true brother in the Lord Jesus but I soon found that not so as after they convinced him that I did this he will not speak to me anymore, Infact he is a member here who has made many post here. His wife is a JW and I think that she runs his life oh well thats there buisness. Now I have moved away from that town and state. I will no longer see my mother or my brother but I forgive them and I pray for them everyday in hopes that someday they will find true peace in themselves. And I can assure everyone I have never in any way had a sexual confrontation with any underage minor ever. My friends know me better than that and the rest of my family know me better than that.
I thought that writting this I would be able to find peace within myself too and I hope I do. I ask God to help me over come my anger and to heal the stress that I have had to live with. Im not sure if moving was the thing to do but I leave it in my Lords hands. And I leave this story to you all. I hope that none of you will ever have to go through this kind of terrorist attack. Thanks for hearing my cries.....GOD BLESS US EVERYONE !!