Pinky I went back and reviewed your topics....... each and every one of them was marriage related. Being married, not being married....... dating and committing some manner of sexual sin and being reinstated.
All of this so far has been a big waste of your time.....unless you enjoy being disrespected.
You have been reinstated so it's an excellent time to step away and leave this slimy religion that in actuality does not have the truth and is made up of lies.
According to the Pew Religious survey the JW's have the same divorce rate as just about any other religion. They are also the least educated. And guess what? 67% of born-ins leave the religion according to the Pew Survey.
There are hundreds of ways to meet and date guys even ex JW's........ if that fits your comfort range......until you find the right person.
Start by checking dating sites on line....... just make sure they are not still in this or any other high control religion.
Rethink your life to this point....... is this the best way you can live? Think about finding worthwhile companions male and female who are not in foolish religions.