I was a blind fool to take so lomng to wake up to the fact that I was chasing a dream that had no basis in reality.
I suppose time was a deciding factor . You 'keep the faith" , prove you are not a fair weather Christian, be an example to the others. Eventually though I got concerned. What had gone wrong?
If the net had been around years before, maybe ?.But I only had information from the WTS . To get a book by an opposer would be a big step, so I didn't.
A tale of a wasted life......