Hi there The Rebel,
I fully concur with your emerging from your spiritual malaise. I was in a perpetual fog for nigh on 32yrs. I'm having subjective dreams these last few night. You don't need to be Freud or Jung to understand why.
My daughter has wakened up and disassociated herself last week. It's been a fraught time lately. Both our non-believing partners are bemused atthe "goings on"
Power to the people.