My parents are visiting for not-Thanksgiving.
Dad started bringing up spiritual stuff and I almost screwed up my fade.
It's so hard to have a genuine discussion about the issues in the organization when you have become an atheist. It feels icky and disgusting to have to pretend and nod your head at such platitudes as "You just need to have faith"..."trust in Jehovah"..."Jehovah will correct it"..."Remember Ray Franz? Jehovah took care of him and corrected things...just wait on Jehovah."
It feels impossible to keep pretending that I'm just having some doubts when there's no doubt at all in my mind anymore about the organization.