I'm definitely a combination of Sister C and Brother M
My mother is sympathetic toward me because she knows I dealt with a lot from the "friends" before I woke up. In her mind I think she believes I was discouraged.
But I'm very straightforward with not believing it's the truth. And I went into far too much detail with too many people. I was in so much shock by the info I found I just wanted to show everyone and I thought they all would see it as clearly as I did.
However, I block communication from elders. If I stumble upon one in public I smile and say hello like everything is normal and yes them to death. Then I continue to avoid communication with them.
I'm going to one day of the convention this weekend because my mother asked me to. I also want to offset the effect of all the shunning propaganda. If I'm there with her I feel like she may be able to feel like the info doesn't apply to me.
....Well some days I don't know wtf I'm doing lol but I'm living with my boyfriend, not attending meetings, talk a lot of shit about the org and I'm still not df. Sooo we will see.