I was in chat a few days ago, and the topic of god came up. I was trying to understand how people can still believe in one. That is not my ? now, just wanted you to know where this ? is coming from.
My question is..............What is sprituality???
Some say they have been abused spirtually, I can honestly say I have NO IDEA what that means.
Anytime I prayed I never felt any "connection" to anything other than me talking to myself. Hell, I can talk myself into something or out of something, but that doesn't mean a "higher power/god" had anything to do with whether I did the right thing or the wrong thing. It is my choice, and when I write things down or talk them out, I can see what the right thing is, but to me that is common sense. (should I steal the candy?? yes or no?)
So, basically what is spirtuallity?? Is it that warm glow you get all over when you pray? I never felt that, or does it mean I just don't get it?
When I hear people in chat, on the board, on tv, or in person talk about their spirit, I have no connection to what feeling they are talking about.
Am I just dense???
Please don't give me scriptures to look up, I get a quezzy feeling in my stomach when I even touch the bible anymore.
I just want to know what it is.