I got myself into a bit of a bad state the other night and I didn't know where to turn. I'm sorry I worried you all. I was OK, I just went to bed after that. In the morning, things did seem easier.
Without going into too much detail, things are difficult for me because of too much stress. In summary: work=miserable and too stressful, health=headaches all the time and trouble with my arm from the operations, love life=mostly good but frought with insecurity.
LOL. Sorry everyone....I shouldn't come here just to "vent". I just thought I should give you an explanation for the other night.
I'm going to learn from the other night and realise how I let myself get so upset....and I need to look after myself more.