I know what you mean. Even though I've been here a while, I'd only had my computer for about a month when I typed in Jehovah's Witnesses. I could not believe what I found.
This place. I thought I was alone. I thought no one else knew what I felt. I thought I was crazy! I thought I was the ONLY ONE going through all this crap.
I felt like a weight was lifted off my soul to know that others felt EXACTLY like ME!!!!
I have changed also, since I found this sanctuary. I've started talking to my uncle again, (anointed-but questioning), I am working on getting my niece out, and I'm slowly but surely getting used to my mother's shunning of us.
This place is not so bad to be addicted to.....waaaaayyy better than Donkey Punching!!!!!