So... one of my employees is a miserable servant and was giving the PT and invited me to come knowing full well I was faded out, I go along cos I respect him and thought why not, I must admit I was a little nervous headed back there (a neighboring hall not my old one) I saw alot of familiar faces and some old friends who were aware of my fade, all so pleased to see me at a meeting again and I can sum up how I felt about the experience like this..
Have You ever been to a party and been the only sober person there and are totally aware of the ridiculous things said and going on? That's what it felt like except the party would have been more fun of course,... all these good people, drunk off their heads on WT propaganda and false hopes, the irony was the talk was titled "does your life have meaning?". Of course the talk gave examples of people helping humanity in various ways but ultimately gave the conclusion that the only purpose to find happiness in one's life is to do what WT says (no surprises there), there I was thinking how my life after leaving has more meaning than it has ever, Living it, enjoying the moments that are here and now not begrudgingly doing something I feel I have to ahhh! Life is beautiful... THIS life is beautiful, to all those stupid #bestlifeever instagrammers out in service, enjoy yr dogshit #chocolatepudding
"Easier to fool someone than to convince them they have been fooled"