I am semi estranged from my jw family. I am interested in a relationship but it never works.. they aren’t interested at all so we just leave it like that.
I received a text from my half-sister yesterday saying “your dad has cancer, it’s bad, I don’t know anything” i figured there was more to the story and if my dad needed me to know anything he would tell me. Or not.
I spoke with my mom this morning. Dad has colorectal cancer, it’s bad they might find out more tomorrow.
I think I’m supposed to feel things. The only thing I feel is like I’m supposed to feel but I don’t. And confused.
Im thankful they told me. I don’t know what to do to help. Usually staying away is “helping”. But this is big.. this is our patriarch...
i guess im just ironing out thoughts out loud-ish