Hey Hi, I've really enjoyed reading your posts. I hope to hear from you soon. Remember, don't get baptised whatever you do, no matter the pressure as it can and will be used against you in the future. Since you've already tragically lost your parents you really don't need to be shunned on top of that....my God.Please make a good education your No 1 goal as it's your passport to freedom and growth. Get as much support As you can from teachers, councillors and school and refer them to jwfacts.com for info on jw attitude to education, child abuse, shunning etc please tell them your situation.
If you need any support in the future go to exjwreddit, it's a younger crowd with many in your situation and they have a section on support for youngsters loosing their home due to jw family shunning them.
Best of luck. PM me if u need help I'm a mum of boys only 2 years younger than u and it breaks my heart. You are something special, never ever forget that.