Hi Minimus. It has been a long time since I was at any meeting. Almost 19 years ago.
At first, I was having struggles about not attending; vicious circle it became.
Even when I was very active within the religion, I would be occasionally depressed, unfulfilled, sad and desolate. But, I figured 'it was my problem'.
Today, I can't imagine me ever stepping foot into a Kingdom Hall. I think for me to go, would be ridiculous, if not laughable.
I am happier today, without the meetings, the organization and all that is attached to it.
The friends I have today, are solid, long lasting, loyal and always there for me. I feel, today, FANTASTIC !