Getting the Urge!

by Theburstbubble 23 Replies latest jw friends

  • Stealth

    Sometimes I get the urge...... to take a dump on their lawn!

    Have no urge to return to a pedophile protecting cult.

  • DesirousOfChange

    I had an important customer cancel a small contract yesterday. Pretty insignificant as far as dollars, but it looked good on the resume.

    I caught myself wondering if it was the result of my loss of "Jehovah's Blessing" and was this just the first shoe to drop.

    It takes time to re-wire your thinking.


  • Theburstbubble

    Thanks everyone. @ Godzoo and Orphan Crew

    I think you are right these guilty feelings are because I'm still associating witnesses and so I feel guilty. We've not gone to the meetings for a couple of months so people just think we are struggling rather than stopped going.

    I definitely agree about the comfort zone too. It's always hard stepping into uncharted waters so to speak. I just need to stay strong.

    @lisarose thanks for the link. I read it and it was very good.

    @doc you are right, I definitely need to rewire my brain! I've got 37 years of brainwashing to undo

  • paradisebeauty

    I think it is just the need for socializing.

    I get this, too, sometimes.

    A need for socializing and sharing your faith.

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