And I want to run away!...
Hubby's Mom and sister and brother in law (All JW's) are coming to visit him next week. Only for one day this time. I can't stand being in the same house with them!. I was going to leave..but hubby has cancer and doesn't want me to leave. He is afraid he might want something and they don't know how to do it...so he asked me to PLEASE stay.. had to say OK. I want so bad to tell them off. How much I hate their religion .Hubby is a very devoted believer and it has caused a lot of heartbreak in our lives. (I disassociated myself long ago.) Now he has terminal cancer... and I will stay for him..but it is so hard.
When he wasn't sick..I could take it. But now..so much has happened..I really hate that religion!. It's like it has it's hold on him..and he is a blind follower of what his Mom and sister say...When they come they are like two vultures..they corner him and talk "Jehovah" and "How he will see his Dad and THEM in the " New System".Someone is always mising from their picture...could it be me and his "Other" family?..Even though I don't believe the same way they do..It still hurts to hear them say that. Forget his Wife and three children and 6 grandchilden! And they wonder why I get upset when they are here. I am sensitve!..Yeah right!.
Last time they even hinted to him that I didn't love him or I would go to the hall wth him! I should come back so I can be with him. ...I thought people became JW's because of their love of God??? Not Man....
They like to confont me with "You know it's the truth!".And.." Not much time left!."
Like I don't have enough to go through right now!!!!!
Maybe I should tell them how no one from his Hall has been to visit him except one deaf brother that forgot to say a prayer when he left! And he got one phone call from a "Brother" that said he would pick up the latest magazines for him when his sub runs out.... wonder if that includes dropping them off here??
I think I'll let it drop how the Catholic Church my daughter is going to had to be run off when she was in the hospital!..No lack of visiters there!.. Her priest was Johnny on the spot!..
Thanks for letting me ramble! I guess anything is worth putting up with to keep hubby here a while longer!
Snoozy....Who's in the "Kick the dog while shes down class..." Or maybe I am just "Being too Sensitive"...
Edited for spelling!
Edited by - Golden Girl on 2 January 2003 23:29:46