So true. For me maybe apathy. Because I was born in and my parents made those decisions that I didn't need to question? I have racked my brains as to where I was when the blood and generation flip flops came in and you know what? I think all I ever heard at meetings was white noise because I have no conscious recollection of any of it. No funny looks between peers, no hearing post match discussion - no reading this in WT and saying "hang on". For this reason I do feel dumb. I get it.
At +60, my parents, after all of their lives in this cult, having just discovered TTATT, my question to them was how could you have been deceived for so long? They are both intelligent people!? They had a range of responses that totally summed it up. The hardest thing for them is reconciliation with their foolishness for so long. It's not a cult for nothing!!