Believe me, I will definitely be "careful". I haven't figured out yet why I even want to go, other than Chuck Swindall is a great speaker. Whether or not I choose to attend regularly, semi-regularly, or at all still remains to be seen. I have always carried a "spiritual" side to me, and it's that side of me that compells me forward to learn all I can. Just yesterday I received Steve Hassan's book about Mind Control and I am reading it very carefully. I know I'm searching; I know I want to know whatever the Truth is about God, Jesus, Diety, what the future holds etc. The subject of Armageddon is a big subject I still need to research, since the JW belief/teaching on it is stuck in my head. Basically, I want to rid myself of the old JW teachings by replacing them with truth. I will never again allow myself to be dictated to or simply told what I should believe, my motto has changed to Don't Tell Me, Show Me. If the Bible doesn't specifically say this or that is clearly wrong, ie dancing.., then get off my back! If I wanna dance, by golly...I'm gonna dance!!! I'm feeling very cautious about visiting this church, it's all a matter of...I'll know what if anything I want to do about this or any church when the time comes. But, I don't think I'll ever actually become a Member of any church ever again. I'll just go when I feel like going, no pressure to "do more" within the church etc. Any pressure, and I'm outta there!