Since leaving the jws reality can be hard to get used to these are somethings i found hard to adapt to:
1) Starting to celebrate celebrations like birthdays and christmas(i dont mean that christmas is a disadvantage its just getting used to the whole idea)
2) Tell others im not a jw because all i used to do is try to convert them and now im telling them i was mislead and dont beleive it anymore.
3) should i swear,lie,etc
4) realising that future isnt as clear as i thought it was (but im glad i know the truth)
5) adapting to reality