You cant imagine how YOU have helped ME today. I was having a real bummer of a day before I read your thank you. It felt so nice to read and was such a surprise! Thank you so very much! ((((((((Ugg))))))))
You know, I have been out of the JWs for 15 years, and I still cant attend any particular church more than two Sundays in a row.
I dont believe anything the Watchtower says. I am a Christian now. But for no logical reason I can think of, I cant become a member of a church! I WANT to be a member of a Church!
But after a week or two at one I like, I always BOLT out the door never to return.
It seems to me like when a woman is raped and then cant stand the touch of ANY man. I feel like the Watchtower raped me spiritually, and now I cant stand ANY church. They took something away from me.
I wonder if I will ever feel whole again.
But I know God understands. I know I worship Him fine just the way I am, wherever I am. : )
And to witchywoman, I loved your gun analogy