ITS JUST THE DEMONS

by ugg 18 Replies latest jw friends

  • ugg
    ugg

    I just wanted to share this.....i have not been to meetings for a year....one of the elders came to

    our door for my husband....who is an elder.....i am not dis'a or dis'f....just in hiding...(long story)

    i do not socialize so seldom if ever see anyone.....he visited for a few minutes then they left together.....that night and for the next 2 weeks i had severe night mares....i would cry and sob so

    much i would wake myself up.....it was night mares about the hall.....just horrible.....i told my husband,,,,who was affected by crying,,,,it woke him up also...that i cannot deal with anybody from

    the hall.....it hurts too much......his response::::::its just the demons trying to discourage you....

  • Satanus
    Satanus

    its just the demons
    Your husband is right, it was the demonz. They live in kingdom halls;) Seriously though, the dreams show how oppressive, psychically damaging the wt way is to people, especially sensitive people.

    I know a lady, who is a good artist, who many times tried to kill herself while in the troof. She used to literally go crying to the elders for help. They didn't want to deal w it. She has improved since leaving.

    SS

  • onacruse
    onacruse

    Hi ugg! You are very brave to share your pain and fear.

    Many specialists suggest that our dreams are just a way for our minds to work out unresolved issues in our lives. There is NO reason to think that demons have anything to do with it. IMHO, the only demons in your life are the people around you who add to your struggle.

    Wishing the best for you! Keep on fighting.

    Craig

  • happy man
    happy man

    Hmmm, funny I have never see any demons on my over 40 year inn the hall, think they are only inn the brain of the person who are afraid of it,Ugg, i dont think you need to bee afraid of demons.

    What can they do nothing, if they all exists wich i myself dont belive.

  • minimus
    minimus

    I always love it when people like to blame poor Satan and his demons for everything. Perhaps you could use therapy for what you are going through.You might be very traumatized, especially if your husband doesn't understand and sympathize with you. I heard a C.O. give a talk where he blamed everything that happens on the demons.He said they can tell what we're thinking , even from our body language since they've been around thousands of years.Get some help from some real professionals.....I hope you'll be o.k.

  • SYN
    SYN

    That's just sad...talk about trauma...

  • William Penwell
    William Penwell

    The borg is pushing your guilt buttons here. They know how to get to you psychologically. I had a witness try the guilt trip on me the other day. Saying to me that I should go back to the meetings and that would make my family happy etc. I just said that I am happy and love myself first and that I would not go to the meetings to make someone else happy. I have to do it for myself. At which point she said I was a selfish person and hung up on me.

    Will

  • minimus
    minimus

    WILLIAM PENWELL, that just proves that the demons got to you.

  • happy man
    happy man

    Jim.

    I have read a lot of your story, even listen to your hearing widh the elders.

    something i dont understand, if you not any more belive in JW why you say it was wrong to dfd you,

    it is something who dont fitt inn here, the elders are no evel man who want bad thing fore you,I have been one myself for a long period so i now, this discusion that they dont present the wittnes to you, is ofcours not good, but when i read what you now say,was it wrong to putt you out?

    I ask this qestion inn a good purpus, i find you to bee a nice person ,like amazing, and hillary steep, but all of you have take a clear stand against the JW as evel organisation, so why protest to ther decision to dfd you?

    warm greatings from the north

  • ring
    ring

    hello ugg

    its just the demons trying to discourage you....

    That was my familys standard answer for any problem that came up.

    I grew up thinking the demons had nothing better to do than follow around

    a poor farmboy from montana, corrupting my every move

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