Ok well i have updated you about the dilemma about my wife and family and more recently about the elders trying to schedule a shepherding call.
On our way back from th International Convention she basically told me if i were to leave that we should go our seperate ways.
So i took a few days and thought about it. It seems she was more mad about my waffling back and forth and going to the hall sometimes and just not making up my mind.
Today i gave her a proposal- I will stop going all together unless it it an assembly or convention or memorial for her.
We will not discuss religious topics, as this is where most of our arguments have been centered around, at all.
We will support all of each others endeavors besides religious intrests
I will talk to my family and let them know my intentions without getting into an details next month because my mother keeps calling me about it
We give it 1 year, if its as bad as she thinks, both of us are unhappy, alsways arguing, etc- i told her we can part ways.
Surprisingly she accepted this offer, so i will see how it goes