This is and odd topic but there is a part of me that really misses feeling that I knew more about the world than 99.9% of the people. I spent so many years in school being the odd person because of religion. I embraced it to some extent. I loved the idea that I knew better than everyone else. I remember getting into arguements with other Christians or even Atheists and thinking how stupid they were. I knew what would happen to the world. I knew that I would get to live forever so you better listen to me.
I am glad that I left all religions behind me. I would never go back. But there is a part of me that really misses that sense of mental security that the JW provide. I really wish I could just know the answers to the major questions of why are we here and what happens when we die. It is a lovely security blanket. One that I miss.