I am like BU2B, I guess.. I go because I hope that I will retain some credibility with my family. If go all " apostate " then they may never listen. Probably the biggest mistake that I have made is telling my wife and a couple of Elder "friends" that I started partaking. I do not recommend that course of action to anyone. At the time, I thought that you could trust people at the KH, you can't. If you start believing that you can, just remember the YOU CAN'T. I REPEAT, YOU CANNOT TRUST ANY OF THEM.
DD