I was reinstated about ten years, strange thing go through years of dfing. Anyhow,I played by their rules for too many years.
Sometimes I feel anger toward them and want to write a letter pointing out their many lies and to disassociate. Why? I realized I never see them or hear from them so why not just walk away.
The bottom line most JW know the WTBTS errors and your sharing does not mean anything it is just your emotions. I personally fight my urges to write letters or make phone calls that are in MY best interest but the congregations. Letter are permanent and used against you.
I do not need to contact them or disassociate myself.
For one good reason you might see someone out in public and it is nice to acknowledge people like some one you shared a meal with. Having people turn their backs on you is socially rude! So why give them the gun to pull the trigger? Not too sure if you have family members or someone who was just nice to you. You need to figure out all the characters involved. Not too mention someones child that loves you. We forget about the little ones.
Think how much good you will do to place a thought in their minds by a casual conversation. Placing the right doubt can break mind control.
You done a great job with your life by moving on with new friends. However, there will always be a time that memories will come back and at least you will be able say hello 1 year,5 s,10 year or so. I lost contact with every one I knew and would like to find some people. Tried to find them on the net.
Good job with your new friends.
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