Having recently had an "awakening" - not from reading awake ...
I realize I can not preach doctrines I do not believe anymore
But I do not want the elders to start following my every move, because I also have plans to check other christian denominations.
So I am thinking, should I chat for an hour or two with an old visit and report the hours, should I tell the elders I have some doubts and I do not want to preach for now or should I just stop reporting and avoid the elders attempts to talk to me?
What do you think is the best sollution to get away with this? In a "smoothly" way ...
And if there are people with responsibility here, is becoming inactive very alarming to them?
Thank you for the input