Got it peeps! They really like me and want me on board. I'll be receiving the full offer and contract next week. I'll be starting on the 1st of December and it comes at the right time. Funds were starting to dwindle away though I have enough for another 4 months. I can't believe I made it through this entire year on the money I had saved and the bits that came in through temp work. It hasn't been easy. I haven't been able to buy a single thing for myself and have had to watch the pennies.
I will sit down with the manager I temp for and let them know, I will also put forward a proposal to keep me here on a permanent basis. It is an option but there is no pressure.
I feel good about this. I came so close to ending it all and saying goodbye to this world because I had identified with my career so much and didn't have that any more and the steps back I had taken. All in all I have grown immensely and mmmm I know I am so much stronger for it, I really am. I know who I AM. I know what I want out of my life, out of a partner if I so wish.