I go to bed and wakeup to find more of your great comments. This has really given me a feel of how everybody is feeling.
Hortensia: Choosing to be happy and making it real I think is what everybody here on this forum is trying to do. I liken it to going on a very long trip. But you have all this baggage you are carrying. As time goes on you have to decide what baggage you no longer need. So you let go of it and leave in on the side of the road and forget about so your trip is easier and you have lighten your load. At the end of the trip you have a whole new prospective on life.
Band on the Run: I remember the Cuban missle crisis as a kid. I thought I was going to die in a nuclear attack. And yes living with the idea that the big A is coming is like living through the Cuban missle crisis everyday. Good point.
exwhyzee: I hated those CA experiences also where everybody is applauding a bad person becoming good while all of us who did nothing bad were ighored. Until someone wanted something then they walk all over you and took advanage of you.
Berongaria: I think I am the tree with the bicycle in it. Good viual illustration. Be glad when that damm thing rust off.LOL
EmptyInside: As a child I always wish I could have seen both sides but was told I didn't need to the WT has all the answers for you.
sizemik: Thanks for the meaning of prat. Both my wife and I did not know.
Awen: The human spirit is strong in us born-ins and converts. We will prevail in our exit form the cult.
LV101: I think the book idea is great. I think I know someone who would love a project like that.
Stillthinking: Thank You. I needed that. Take care.
Again Thanks for all who have commented on this thread. Totally ADD