People tell me I am too 'serious'. I know it. I call it 'solemn'. Something that never crossed my mind, is that the WTS had a lot to do with it. Your review got me thinking ....
Seriously studying every day,,, seriously worrying that I was perfect all the time,,, seriously afraid of torture,,, and how much fun did we have? My mom and I used to have some silly fun on 'girls out' days, and playing cards. But once I was DF,,, well, J*h took all that away.
Seriously, more good stuff for me to think about --- once you know why you are who you are, you can change.
Thanks, Blondie, for more insight.
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