Haha! Yeah right. From what I can tell , you wouldn't spend 33 years in any endeavor to have it end with white towel from your end of the ring.
Not thinking of throwing in the towel, sab, not on just letting it keep going on. My mind tries on the thought of ending my marriage almost on a daily basis. I love this woman more than life itself, but I'm just about done being #2 in her life.
Satanus is right. There are affairs of the heart and affairs of the head. Her faith in the Watchtower is not logical, and I think she realises that. Ding, that's brilliant.
added: I have the book in pdf, sab. If I got her to agree to read a small part of it she might do so but refuse to read any other parts on the basis that the first part did not strike her as truth, for whatever reason. No, this needs to be overwhelming. Her sensibilities need to be bludgened, shaken to their core, so that she finally opens up her eyes and sees clearly. If I could convince her to read it, I would seek a commitment from her that she would finish it all.