Like others have said, JW friends are just a drain when you're fading. If you can't get rid of the JW friends, which sounds understandable based on your situation, try to balance them out by adding in some new non-JW friends. If you don't have any, I suggest getting involved in some community organizations or doing volunteer work. If you work in an office, have some co-workers over for dinner or go out with them for drinks. It makes it SO much more bearable and gives you visits and nights out you can actually look forward to.