I don't know you but sure know those feelings. I envy you. I know that sounds funny but I remember the feelings of discovery, fear, pain, excitement and freedom of starting over. After a while those feelings will subside and you will be "normal". But you will never be the same. *sigh* That's a good thing. Some people really miss the stability but why do we like roller coasters? Why do we like mystery movies? We love life and all the variety it offers. Don't miss out on the positive aspects of your new life change. Take advantage of the new freedoms you have but take small steps. Go see an R rated movie and deal with that twinge of guilt. Read a book on philosophy. You don't even have to buy the book. In fact, I wouldn't recommend it unless you really like it. Just go to the book store and sit down and explore for a couple of hours.
We all fear the unknown because we have the instinct to survive. All animals fear things they aren't familiar with. Humans experience this same fear. That's why it's so important for you to learn as much as you can about the "real" world as soon as you can. After a while the fear will deminish. Talking to others face to face who have been through the same thing also helps. Helping others who are in a similar situation also helps. Try posting to a newbie and telling them some of your experiences.
There are so many opportunities open to you now that were never there before. You don't have to choose the whole course of your life right now. Just have fun exploring.
Keep in mind that those who shun you are doing what they think is best for you. I know that's not pleasant but remember that they still love you even when they don't act like it. Many of us are going through the same thing with our families and what I've seen is that, in many cases, they don't leave the Borg but they do change a little in their treatment of you when they realize that being mean to you doesn't work. Just give them your love. You don't have to hate them just because they are still trapped in that religion.
Remember that even though the people here haven't met you they do love you and feel for you. They are also feeling happy when they see the progress you've made exiting the cult.
You've gotten a lot of cyber hugs which I personally love, but you should hug yourself. You are as special and unique person and you deserve the best.
PS. one more word of advice....You might want to stay away from other religions for a while. You are still in a vulnerable spot right now and there are many religions like the JWs who will take advantage of that. Trust in yourself. You have all it takes to make it.