After many months of lurking through my the worst time in my life and then not reading any posts since the website changed hands, I just wanted to say hello!
All the stalwarts on here helped me so much through the worst times (born in, left when I was 34) I was too emotional to ever comment, but now I am ready to help others start to rebuild their worlds.
I just want to give all those doubters of that religion hope and help now that I have gone full circle- hence my user name.
There is lots to say, but I will join in and you will get to know me.
For anyone that is in turmoil with worry over whether to leave or not, I can empathise, but it will be the best decision you ever make!
The best reason the leave the "truth" is because you know it is not (apostate). Most leave because of "sins" ie: can't live to the standards, but still believe it's the truth.
You will eventually lose all the guilt you had for trying but never being right.
Anyway, I am ready to join in :)