Thanks for all the advice & coments, so pleased that I found this forum. Talking is so important & am learning so much from you all. I thought my family would say" told you so" but not at all, they just so pleased to have me back.In many was its just been good to withdraw and meditate on life, on me, on my kids, new friends etc My confusion comes from years of indoctrination......how do I forget it and move on fully? what if they are right, what if I am wrong it goes round & round.Who do I pray to ....Jehovah...Jesus...the spirit, just dont know.One minute am resolved the next am scared. How did these people do this to me ???? Just cant wait to find real peace & truth. I know I still have a spiritual need & that am a goo loving person, although for a time I forgot this.
Thank you so much Chris, Fernando, Black Sheep ,Yknot, Jwoods, Flipper, VoidEater, PSacramento, Choosing life, AK Jeff, Mickey Mouse
Wish I could give you a group hug xxxxxxxxxx