See ya. I'm out... (page 2)

kurtbethel

Ah, another member of the I'm Out class.

homeschool

ya know what....it was truly more of a 'i gotta make myself smile cuz everyone's actin' like a shithead' moment. And I made myself smile. that's what matters most

Kurt, I just needed a lill lovin, that's all. i'm used to not gettin it. Part of the former jw's life. Sa'll good. It's a fight to have the self respect needed to feel good.....

My self esteem should be VERY low , considering what my loved ones give.and sometimes, it is. it sucks.

I fight my low self esteem. DeSPITE the fact that I'm ef'fing Beautiful. and i'm ef'fing SMART. and I friggen play along like a dummy so people don't think i'm a dumbass idiot. I'm about at that point. I'M OVER IT. i'M ABOUT TO EF'FING DA MYSELF. I'm about over people telling me who i should ef'fing be.. I'm over it. I'm better than that. And don't think just because someb0dy doesn't state where I stand, it doesn't mean I don't have guts. i care more than anything and anyone about my family. I'm done wth people taking advantage of me. Not you. but people in my real life. I'm over it. I don't need you to tell me that I'm a f*cking loser....You're not the first one. I'm used to it. I'm used to my jw elders telling me that i am rebellious. that i've never read the bible. that I dont' know what the TRUTH is. I'm over it. I'm an f*ing awesome person.

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I just spent a night with people who know what unconditional love means. The hostess introduced me as : Homeschool. She is NOT a jehovah's witness. (she didn't mean for that to come out that way)...That was the funniest conversation-breaker.

palmtree67

How many times do I have to say I'm sorry??

Damn you bunch of apostates!!

That's it, I'm out for sure this time!

caliber

don't yank her chain LOL .....ha ha ha

I just felt like yankin your chain

homeschool

palmtree....I hope you are not leaving. You are one of the few that I truly admire. Please don't go.

palmtree67

Convince me, homeschool.

Sing my praises a little more and maybe I'll stay.

Some kind of bribe would help, too. Make sure it's chocolate.

homeschool

You know those people who joke only because they are SO hurt by those who f*ck them over? Yep. I'm there. I'm a joker, not a liar. to me, there is a hUGE diff.....

I may avoid conflict, but I do Not Lie. I have NEVER Lied well. AT ALL. I've always been honest. and I aLways get e'ffed. How do I continue without getting screwed?

homeschool

PALM...gimme a break, We need you around here. don't be a dumbass and leave us. Your commentary is useful. I feel especially down when I realize: WE ARE ALL EX-JW'S.

When people create cliques, I feel like I am in high school again. WE ARE ALL (MOST) EX-WITNESSES. It makes me sad when stupid idiots decide to take sides.

palmtree67

Dear, dear, homeschool!

Life is a series of screwings - some are the good kind, some are the bad kind.

You have to accept both.

palmtree67

I hope you know I was kidding about leaving just now.

The other night, was just the result of a really shitty day. I'm very much a person who lives each day as it comes. I'm just here now in between plays of Australian football. And sips of rum and coke.

BTW, I really do like you!!

See ya. I'm out...

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