Hello,
I was a witness from age 2 to 36. My parents are still witnesses, dad was an elder until recent heart problems forced him to step down. I am now 43, divorced and my 17 year old is a baptized witness and my 15 year old plans to be. Because of the faith difference they chose to live with their dad. Two years ago I joined a different faith, simply because it made me feel closer to God, closer that I ever have.
So, I hear from my parents once a year. My oldest girl will stop coming over in two months when she is 18. I have had trouble the past few year making friends. So I am alone 95% of the time when I am not at work. I have been through depression, 5 years ago considered suicide. But know that is not the answer. So I am working through it with a couple of really good friends.
I do not want to really bash the witnesses. All of my family are witnesses and no matter what I love them. Not too mention the guilt factor, I am still struggling with that.
Anyway, it's nice to meet you all. Would appreciate any encouragement.