Its more repression, JWs have the same feelings and desires as anyone else. They are just repressed. Sexually and other ways. Some are the two lives people. They live one way at the hall and around other dubbers but then go out with wordly friends or at work are normal. This I have seen in bigger cities where its easy to hide. Small towns where everyone knows what you ate for dinner last night not so easy.
My old business partner was an elder. At hall he was all in, he would not watch R movies no matter what if any dubbers were around. This went for his anal retentive wife. Her daddy was an elder and an idiot who thought he was the cherry on top of the JW heap. She thought so too. When at work we would talk about Franze and apostate issues, and dirty jokes. He would even borrow my Ozzy Osborne tapes to listen in his work truck to and from work. Would never let his wife know.
When we were at a job, we installed floorcoving, we had to move all peoples crap out of a room, I found the guys stash of porn tapes. I wanted to see what old kunts would do, [not his name, just a slang nick name] I put it in and it was hard core pron. He sat down on the couch with mouth open. He is about 32 years old at the time and he looked like he was just going in to puberty and saw a center fold for the first time. We also while waiting for some flooring to set up, sat in a living room and I played a tape of Stanly Kubrics Clock Work Orange. We watched the whole thing. He would for years after when joking do the kicking the guy in the guts while singing in the rain. dance.
This went on for 15 years. Until I went full on butting heads with the other elders in the hall and told one that they were no better than Scientology, 607 was wrong, and CT used the pyrimids as the date code for the end and they have never been correct. bla bla bla. This elder went to my partners Father in law who was the PO at the time. Shit hit the fan and now he was told we could not work together any longer. He would barely talk while we were eating lunch the last month we worked together. I got old Kunts a job at a local carpet store and he is still there. I knew he could not work with me and my Grandfather who was alive and an elder back then said that old Walter H his FIL told him our partnership was over and done. LOL It worked well for me. But I know its all smoke and mirrors for many
