~*~HAPPY 1 YEAR JWD ANNIVERSARY TO ME~*~

by AWAKE&WATCHING 33 Replies latest jw friends

  • Tara
    Tara

    LOL at A+W. Congratulations! It has been an eventful year for you, indeed.

  • Casper
    Casper

    A&W,

    Goodness the year has flown, I remember when you first posted...

    Cas

  • AWAKE&WATCHING
    AWAKE&WATCHING

    That's funny...I thought I started posting my first day on the internet. I guess not because this is my first post. I think Terry was kind enought to point out to me that I was yelling by using all caps.

    <b>I HAVEN'T LEFT, ALTHOUGH I'VE NOT BEEN TO A MEETING IN SEVERAL WEEKS. I'VE SPENT ABOUT 8 HRS. A DAY ON THE "EVIL" INTERNET FOR ABOUT 3 WEEKS, NOW I'M TRYING TO SORT EVERYTHING OUT. THE FIRST WEEK I WAS TOTALLY FREAKED OUT. THE WHOLE U.N./N.G.O. THING WOKE ME UP, THEN THE HORROR OF THE "SILENT LAMBS" COMPLETELY SICKENED ME. I'VE ALWAYS HAD MISGIVINGS ABOUT THE FDS, NOT BEING ALLOWED TO RESEARCH OUTSIDE OF WHAT IS PROVIDED AS SPIRITUAL FOOD, AND THE CRITICISM OF ANYTHING CLOSE TO AN INDEPENDANT THOUGHT. I FEEL LIKE A ZOMBIE WALKING AROUND IN A SURREAL TWILIGHT ZONE.

    SO, I'M READING LIKE A MADWOMAN, AND PRINTING AND HIGHLIGHTING AND FILING LIKE A "CONSPIRACY THEORY" LUNATIC. UP UNTIL THE LAST FEW DAYS I'VE BEEN IN SHOCK AND DENIAL. NOW I AM TRYING TO FIGURE OUT IF I CAN EVEN PRETEND I'M STILL CLUELESS JUST LONG ENOUGH TO GET THROUGH THE CONVENTION. IT HAS HELPED TREMENDOUSLY TO KNOW THAT I AM NOT ALONE. THIS IS MY FIRST POST AND IT IS LIBERATING.<b/>

  • dinah
    dinah

    Yeah, Robin, why did you bounce up in here and yell at us??!!

    That has GOT to be a record for finding the internet and getting out of the org. I gotta admit this place helped me see through it too.

    Anyway, I'm glad you're here.

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