Finding a path of faith in something is not easy. I became an atheist for a while, but found that so devoid and empty for me. I believe in the Divine force in all things that comes from the creators, who ever or what ever they are. I feel no need to worship the divine but feel it and believe in supernatural elements of life. I have been reading Neale Donald Walsh books "Conversations with God 1/2/3' and his other books. I feel that his concept is how I felt all along and its time to be free of control of religious boundaries. I do go to Church, a liberal one simply for friendship and companionship. I love the people there and though they find me a bit left field they accept me and welcome me. Carl Jung the great Psychiatrist had one of the most interesting thoughts on synchronized life, intuition and looking for the divine in our everyday lives.
Don't worry about the off handed comments here, feel free to find your way spiritually just stay away from cultish religions. Keep balanced and open dispite the way the JW taught, openess is the the key to all that life holds in its hands for you.
If you need someone to talk to feel free to PM me.
Ruth