by KKLUV155 11 Replies latest jw friends
I have also had dreams of being dragged to the Kingdumb Hell with no way to back out, and actually on the way in. And of being driven to the a$$emblies
Wow, you have really got it bad, the Wt really is a nightmare for you. Hope it eases up and goes away.
cheers!
hope4others
As a child, I had terrible insomnia and was a little afraid of the dark. I was very fearful of demons. Now I know it is all nonsense, but I still struggle with chronic social anxiety and frequent insomnia. I have gotten a good deal of relief through therapy and anti-depressants, though.
The Great Tribulation was not as scary an idea (oddly enough) as was demonization. I was truly frightened of that. I often hid under my blankets and suppressed my breathing to "hide" from demons at night. It's a wonder I didn't suffocate.
I was also very afraid of getting caught masturbating, LOL! That was a huge worry cuz I did it a lot.
